So I cleaned up my friends page just now, removing every community except one from the watch. I'll be less flooded now, and I can focus on stuff that matters; namely actual people. Yay. /o/
Been trying to study a lot, and have a lot left to do. The last test went kind of... weirdly. Apparently we were only allowed to make one-1-ett-ichi-einz mistake on the G-level (passing grade). And if we made any more on that level... we fail. Even if we prove to be geniuses on the higher levels of the test. What the-? That just means the entire class is going to fail the test altogether damnit! Or well, at least my half (B) of the class will. We should have no doubts about the teacher's pets in the A-class...
Oh well, I should try to forget about that for now and focus on my religion assignment instead.
I drove my ponies as a pair recently, and it was made of awesome~ We got to borrow a home-made wooden passenger wagon from another driver, so I finally have everything I need to train them as a pair~ Just a few adjustments to be made to the wagon and stuff... And we have to be at least three people through the whole process of handling and fasten two ponies. Generally srs bzns.
What more what more... I dragged Aibo around for another of my shopping antics yesterday. She wanted to go to Beyond Retro when we passed it, and in we went, and... We ended up turning the store upside-down inside-out through three dimensions because I found shoes I wanted, but we needed them in the right size and for the right foot and so on... I never knew I'd be able to find something I like in a store like that. I learned that I really have to broaden my horizons. And I feel pretty bad for poor Aibo, always having to put up with me being... me.
Urgh, I feel like my whole life is just one big unfinished essay; a chaotic mess of jotted-down words and notes that makes no sense to anyone except maybe the person who wrote it down. And please know that that person is not me.
I have like... well, after my orders from Webhallen have arrived... five or six games I want to finish. Not including all the re-runs I want to do of Mana Khemia. It's really tempting to just lock myself up and play games forever, and I realize now that getting new games I'm hyped about a month before graduating is not a smart thing to do. At all. Ever.
The most annoying ones of those games is probably Yu-Gi-Oh 5D's Stardust Accelerator. I have to beat every damn guy on the street in Story mode five times each to unlock everything in the game. But if I progress in the Story and procceed to City, I can't access the people in Satellite anymore. Meaning I have to spend hours and hours before even starting the plotline just... playing childrens' card games. With cards that have no synergy anywhere. Against the best decks and smartest AIs ever.
GIVE ME MY CRYSTAL BEASTS DAMNIT!!
Oh, and I want to vent on this subject; What the hell Dollfie. What the hell. Gotta say that I'm mostly pissed about the fact that she can hurt me like this and get away with it. She doesn't have to care, this doesn't affect her life, she just has to ignore me on the internet and that's it. Above anything, I want her to go through some kind of consequence for acting like that. Me? Oh, I'm fine. Except I can't concentrate on anything else. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't study. I don't find any enjoyment in anything. If I do well with the ponies, play a game, succeed in school, buy something I really want, the happiness is only temporary and I never really enjoy it. I'm generally depressed all over the place and it's ruining everything. Thanks a bunch for stealing my life and my relief over graduation.
And she claims I don't care. Yeah, okay, because depression is usually a symptom of indifference. Apparently.
Well, now that my break is over, I'll go back to trying to focus on the ancient northern religions and whatnot.
Current Mood: 
depressed